To love or not to love: that is the question.
As I'm the same enneagram personality type as Hamlet (4 with a 5 wing), I feel in the right of inspiring my words in his.
So, I will go straight to the point: "To love or not to love: that's the question."
Has ever anyone realized how astonishing can be to fall in love?
Well, I have. Since I'm currently in love with a wonderful man. Moreover, an altruist.
'And what's the problem, then?' you'll probably ask 'Why don't you just love him instead of wondering what to do?'
And my answer is very simple: I'm not loved in return.
But yet, I feel happy. Since I met him and began to get closer to him, I've been happy of being alive, I've been happy of seeing the sun every morning. Even as he doesn't love me as I do.
In fact, my entire world seems to be the other way round. I'm doing things a few months earlier I felt afraid of. I've even thought it would be nice to get to marry someone someday.
But I always remember he is not in love with me. What's more, I'm quite sure he deeply loves somebody else.
I'd really like not to live my life in such a complicated way! But I cannot avoid it!
So, one more time there's the question: to love or not to love...
At least, I'm going to keep on smiling and feeling full of happiness as I'm by his side. Because I know it won't last forever.
However, I'm in high spirits by now.
